Lonelier

Meeting you was beyond my expectations
Getting to know you deeper and knowing your kindness feels beautiful but scary
In the life I live by running from reality
I found peace, without you having to do anything
Simple and without any effort, that's what confuses me
You didn't do anything extraordinary but your presence alone makes me happy
Would it be different if it wasn't you?

My worst side is that I don't want to be sad when I have to lose you
When you might feel tired and stop looking at me
I don't want to be someone who can't stand alone
So whenever it is, I can walk away with a smile
Without feeling lonely when passing through the places I used to pass with you
Of course someday, I have to let you go

Meeting you made me rearrange my thoughts
And want a different dream
I shouldn't feel lonely without you
I shouldn't like you that much and everything will be fine

But I thank you
In the midst of the hustle and bustle of life that is troubling my soul
You are the wind that brings coolness
Even though now I feel lonelier if I don't see you
I'm still grateful for your existence